Pray....please.

Friends.
xmas is now past.
I am far from finishing my studies for the exam in January.
I dont think I can.
I dont dare to hope.
I cant swallow this failure yet again, can I?
I am really pressurized.
pv=pv. I can feel my heart pumping so hard to squeeze the blood through my veins.
on the verge of Snapping.
Pray for me. Please.
Thank you.

me and sushi?

i stayed a few weeks at my bro's place before i finally moved into my own place..i learned to make really easy salmon sushi...its really basic..um, cook the rice, i bought fragrant thai rice, then cook, after that add a bit of vinegar...then make it into that kind of shape...at least try to make into that kind of shape..and just place the out of shape salmon on top...i used smoked salmon from sainsburys...and kikkoman soy sauce...DONT LAUGH!!!i know, the sushi-ses look odd and out of shape...

MAKING!
um...stealing to eat while making!
very dedicated!!

hmm...for those in sibu, what do u think of "sushi wong"? those in kl, "sushi king wong"? rm1 for 2? sell-able? hahaha!! oh ya...i forgot to tell u how does it taste like..um...i think its not bad...seriously...that is according to my slightly biased opinion. but i bet jamie oliver would agree with me. -.-||| merry xmas!

24 Dec

xmas eve...started the day with waking up!! ok..lame...so i studied....until 1pm. got ready to head to chinatown to meet my bro and frens forr..............DIM SUM! yup! dim sum in london! all in all we paid 7pounds per head..its not too bad a deal...i think its half price today...me and my bro....i look pregnant...somehow..but i am not that fat..and its really not my tummy!!! its the jacket!
me and my bro...
my bro's frens...
food...or maybe the leftover...haha
food!!!
more fooD!!
chrysanthenum..
my bro's frens...

cheers to dimsum! a place definitely to go if there is ever half price again, or even better, buffet. if buffet, i will visit every week! haha..jk. but i will go for buffet if its cheap. but i am dreaming. it wil nvr happen. not in london.. quite full...yum! but i still miss kampua! the best in sibu, kuching and some say miri!

5.15am! - bribery!!

great! 5.15am fire drill.....very nice....it was freezing cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was wearing a jacket, a hoodie, and a t-shirt! and i was shivering! it was under 0 i think! at least, i feel so...all of us were freezing, i could tell...well, its not fire drill i heard. Some idiots smoked in the common room...at 515 am! why are they so free??! dont they have to sleep??!...pray for my peace in this hall!!!
ok...right after that fire alarm..the next day...they tried to bribe us...by having a xmas dinner...the bursar and the wardennial team were there to serve white and red wine for us...i, pretend-to-know-how-to-drink-ly, took a cup of white wine...i was lucky to have a cup of apple juice with me...otherwise....haha...they would have to mop the floor...i 'd better stick to my juice...the bursar, i have to admit, was cute that day, in the xmas hat...i tried to take his photo, but couldnt...haha....me - i know i am ugly...grrr...
my friend from china
my friend from china

MEALssss!!

haha! today i went to my bro's place to eat...chinese meal of course...but, all spicy!! not exactly spicy...i got 2 different type of chicken curry, and a sambal prawn and broccoli...WHY! you might ask, 2 curry and a sambal??...well, because one of their housemate is not home, who cant eat hot stuff. so they took the chance to cook all the curry and sambal...i had fudge cake, and...something i dont know what, with custard cream inside when u bite, and coated with choc on the outside...yum!! was so so so so full...yesterday i went to eat at chinatown...at "wong kei" - famous for being cheap but rude, among my frens...yeah, its relatively cheaper, and big portion but oily...i brought a fren from KL there. and his dad chia!! haha...oh ya! YM, i walked pass the four season restaurant!! but didnt see the price of the duck...still got chance to eat...yum!!! i ate eel for the 1st time in my life...and i dont like it. its oily...and, doesnt taste nice...my KL fren took photos, so i will upload the food and stuff when he sends them to me la!

xmas!

OK...i know x'mas is here...and I thought i should tell you guys abit about atmosphere at the moment, seeing the advent of x'mas in London...so, first of all, there are some changes in my hall...first, you should know that my hall to me is a very hardcore place. either you fight, or you suffer. So, my friends talked to the warden and the bursar...and they had quite an argument. Need less to say, the management won. My friends gave up...and yesterday, my water supply waas cut off!! and i had not have my shower...previously, there were only frequent problems with supply of hot water, and now, there is not even a drop of water...not even the not-very-welcomed cold water...now i know we must appreciate water...when there is some...haha..so guess what, i didnt shower yesterday!...haha...ok...recently, some warmth....some more humane change is introduced - after the long, though still existing, regime of hardships. here are some changes that even the emotionless administration personnels cannot just simple overlook...and only Our God, and Christ has that power!!!
The christmas tree...... the thingy above the reception.... the stairs at the entrance... the 'gateway' of oxford street'...
i will try to take more photos and show more pictures of UK xmas la...but, above all!! i still miss sibu...i miss sibu even if there is flood!! for those who were trapped in the house because of flood, oh well, pray that the rain will stop! for my frens such as ian, jensen, alen, ym, ah liang, ah sung, chu kion, bi ho, aaron and everyone who has a chance to go back, enjoy sibu as much as possible!!!...(sorry ian for what i said about flooding in sibu..just kidding. i am jeles!! but i still want u guys to enjoy!) Merry xmas everyone! during this xmas season, remember that Jesus is the Nativity of xmas, not Santa...miss you all!

random..

It has been a long time since I last updated this blog...sorrrrrrrrrry....getting a bit busy and worried about the amount of work that i need to do over the Christmas holiday...yeah..Xmas is approaching..everyone is going back to their hometown. My UK, HK, SIN, CHINA frens are all goin back...my holiday starts at the end of next week. some of my frens are going back this week. So, this means that the hall will be empty. well, I havent got any picture how Xmas is going to be like for me...yesterday, i looked through the photos of my frens in Friendster. I just realise how much i have missed out. Many things have happened in my fren's lives...and i am not part of them. sad sad...getting really tired these few weeks, maybe because it is the end of the term. i need red bull!! It has been one long term. Looking back, my lecture started on 24.9.07, and it is now 6.12.07. Its nearly three months that I have been in London, since 15.9.2007. anyway, I think condition will be better in the second term, i hope. The christmas break is not really a break. We need to study for the exam and there are only 3 weeks to do that. I need sleep. haha...this is like the most depressing post in my blog! oh ya, there is a song player down there in my blog, the songs I provide might not always be nice. So, u can just pause it. Cheers guys! enjoy your break! for all spm-ers enjoy ur 3 months break, except for those going for the january intake, and for stpm-ers, enjoy your 6months break. oh ya, for those goin for national service, enjoy too! bye for now....