BBC, reliable?

it was in december when i trusted BBC fully. the trust now is gone! it was announced that it would be snowing in london. me - being me - waited faithfully for that tiny thingy to fall from the merciful sky! yay, the time came. i studied BY the window. wait... 1 hour...wait...2 hours...finally, i saw the ground was wet. happily, i ran up the stairs, all the way out of the building, WITHOUT my jacket on, to experience the touch of snow. guess what! it was just mere rain. RAIN. and it is said that tomorrow night, it will be -3C. no, i refuse to be deceived AGAIN! sigh....

influenza attack!

i really do feel i am weak...at times. it happens so randomly...out of the blue. i did nothing wrong. i have no friends who is sick...well, one. but i didnt play in the rain. i wear coat. what did i do wrong? eating my sick fren's food because the hall's food too little? so too greedy and want to eat more? hmm...that sounds to be the cause. but then again, he is not really sick. he has stomach upset. thats it. wait, i havent announced that i am sick, again. cold and cough. sigh sigh. i am soso so so so weak!!! WHY??? i feel so suffer. by the way, do u know that one of the effects of common cold is loss in weigh! weeee! i am getting thinner!!! -.-

randomness

hey! long time no see guys! its 1213am. i am having stomach upset. its not the type when u wanna go toilet. do u know when ur dizzy, and ur world goes spinning like a washing machine, squeezing the last bit of H20 out of the clothes? i feel abit dizzy cum headache and stomach doesnt feel too well. its like my brain is squeezed and the grey matter leaks out of the brain...and a mixer in my stomach, mixing the food i ate! argghh...i have no idea y i blog this...not the best news u guys would wanna hear...haha...i shud probably get an early sleep...at 1am. nite my friends!

Thank you!

Dear family and friends.....
Just want to let you guys know that, I have survived the exam period. But i may not survive the post-exam period. I did badly for my test. Seriously, i think i will fail. Like flora and Bryan pointed out, i have never failed in my whole life. Well, everything has its first time. But it is extremely bad for mine to happen during my undergrad studies. Well, 2 points to comfort me. Firstly, it is not counted. secondly, most people didnt know what they wrote as well. But, being me, I am down right not satisfied with myself. I have decided to study even harder like never before. I managed to keep my laptop in my bag until 7pm yesterday. before surfing for half an hour and head to SAC (a quiet place) to study. Looking at what I manage to accomplish yesterday, the amount of work done, I grinned in satisfaction...I think i havent tried hard enough. I know i can still push it more..and i will. all the way to success!! and for that I need GOd's blessing and God to be with me. Therefore, i need to grow spiritually too. ok. I will do just that. Its always an extra boost with God by your side. Its just like even if you have just studied for a week, you know you have covered 2 weeks stuff. or its just me? lol...anyway, i need time to regain my confidence after this knock. so continue to pray for me guys, for my spiritual growth and my time management, studies, confidence. I wana say lots of THANK YOU to all that have prayed for me over the week/s or day/s. I continuously need your prayers...if u remember, do just add "........and eric too" ok ok??? haha...thanks!

p/s i am still sad now...though i might not sound so..i still am.